She said; I’m sad but I’m smiling not because I’m hurt neither someone hurt me. I’m very loved & for that I’m truly blessed. I just feel sad because I haven’t truly found what I’ve been searching for & I’m lost but it’s okay. I’ll be alright, I just want to allow it to get thru me so I know how I can control myself from falling & be able to pick myself from the mess I made. Let me feel every human emotions deeply. I won’t instantly be happy right after but I’ll gradually be better. We all need a little me,myself & I time. Take a step back, sigh, cry, laugh, smile & allow that thoughts to take over a while then put it to bed for now. We show people what we want them to see, just never the side where it’s all clouds & storms. This is my storm riding tho I always know my rainbow is waiting on the other side. I’m a pretty tough nut to crack so don’t worry ☺️💯
Many other’s are facing worst things, at the end of the day I’m still very very blessed & I’m grateful for that ❤️🙏🏻
For everyday I wake up I’m thankful to God ✝️☺️